[quote="James McGuigan"][quote="ronbot"]YOU ARE NON-EXISTANT.....OR YOU DOUBT YOU OWN EXISTANCE... How the hell does an 8 year old understand that?????[/quote]
While I know this not the answer you are looking for, the philosopher in me can help but relate that turn of phrase to the [url=http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%C5%9A%C5%ABnyat%C4%81]buddist concept of emptyness[/url][/quote]
very similar experiences. nice to come across a place where I can also see what others have to say and vent if I want to.
thanks guys!