What I would say to MY mother
You chose Scientology over being a parent to your kids. I get it -- you think that saving the world through Scientology was and is more important than being there for us.
When faced with serious issues in your own family, you chose your own temporary peace of mind over the long-term happiness and sanity and health of your children. You went with what was easiest instead of dealing with the problems -- no matter how bad they got.
You did these things knowingly and as an adult.
You must now deal with the consequences of those choices. Do not complain to me, when the decisions were entirely yours and I was merely along for the ride.
You have never asked my forgiveness. You will not get it. I can empathize with your situation to a degree. I will never feel sympathy for you. No mercy is forthcoming from me. What compassion I naturally felt for you has been burned out of me by your continued demonstrations that my survival and happiness does not matter to you in the least.
My happiness, and the happiness of my family, is of vital importance to me and that will never change. You want me to suffer in the name of your religion, in the name of your greater good. That will not happen again.
I have suffered long enough under the weight of your decisions. I refuse to live with the results of your choices any longer.
I am an adult. Just as you did, I make my own choice. That my life no longer includes you or your chosen religion is my own decision and no one else's.
This is the result of your own actions. Deal with it.