Mine was being part of an Int Org being shredded by David Miscavidge. These people were my friends, at least as good a friend as you could get in the Sea Org. I watched him get people to turn onto each other, really start trying to hurt each other.
The final straw was when I watched him work the group up unto a frenzy, then singled one guy out, a good guy, and told the group essentially, if they didn't hurt him, punish him severly enough, that he would destroy their lives, carreers and future in Scientology, or if they were lucky, he would just send everyone to the RPF.
I watched these people turn on him, yell, scream, threaten the most unimaginable things, spit on him, these were his friends, we worked well together and closely, a small "elite" group of about 25, if they could have, they would have beat, killed degraded him etc. I think their proposal to Miscavage involved multiple consecuritive RPF assignments, and broad public issue of his OW writeups and PC folder "crimes".
I decided I could no longer live with myself in this environment.
Until this time, I had not personally experienced a group being turned like this, and the godlike fear towards Miscavidge.
I ran into this guy again, I think he was on the RPF for 7 years.
Just re-living this is kind of fucked up.
Create that of your life that which you would like to see in a changed world. Ghandi