Mon Mar 03, 2008 7:29 pm by RLSteve
I thought it was called, "Going exterior." Was it also called "external" as well?
I only finished Grade 0, but I never went exterior in the sense where I could see my body below me. There were times in session, though, where I kind of felt "outside my body," but I certainly never "flew outside my body." Whenever I told my auditor this, my auditor would tell me my needle was floating.
I guess you really only enjoy auditing if you keep a positive attitude about it. I always thought, "This is helping me get rid of all my charge, I am gradually, bit by bit, eradicating my reactive mind." I went into Scientology wanting help. I always felt unconfident talking with other people, at least my peers, and I felt like I never got the product of Grade 0. The truth is, Grade 0 just didn't work. But I will say that while I was getting my auditing, because I had a positive attitude about it helping me for the most part, I generally felt more confident around other people (but only while I was getting auditing every day).