Jeff Hawkins Blog - Great Reading
He was Mr. Marketing in Scientology and a real trusted and experienced Sea Org member.
He was physically assaulted several times by DM and declared SP a few years ago and is leading a successful and happy life outside of Scientology.
Here is a link to his on line blog. He is an excellent writer and if you want to learn about some of the things that were going on behind the scenes at international headquarters, this is a must read:
http://counterfeitdreams.blogspot.com/
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